In Memory of Carina

Carina Bella Mascariñas Ciangi
December 7, 2001 - July 19, 2006

"I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you.."

"How Did You Know"
Gary Valenciano
(Carina's favorite song)

Listen: How Did You Know

How Did You Know - Gary Valenciano

Previously mentioned here.

................................................................................
Update: 8.7.06

A note from Carina's mom:

"Armand,

Thank you so much for all that you've done for my family and me, especially. My little angel is very much missed by all of us. I am very blessed to have had her here even just for a short five years. I just want to share with everyone that Carina's faith in GOD grew stronger as her final moments here on earth grew near. Her final message to everyone was "Give up your sins." With these words I knew she was not meant to stay here long. I do believe this message is especially for those whose lives she touched. Carina lived on earth for only 4 years and 7 months, but she's touched everyone she's met and for that I am very proud of my little angel. Because of her strength, courage, and Faith, I learned to embrace death and got closer to GOD. And I know when it's my turn, I am ready. Once again Thank you, Armand and may our GOOD and ALMIGHTY GOD bless you and your loved ones and readers with a long, happy, and healthy life. May HE return all of your kindness and generosity a hundred folds back to you. Take care!

sincerely,

madonna
..........................................................................................

Note:

In the days since Carina's passing this small online tribute has received numerous views so I have decided to add a permanent button to make it easier for visitors to find this post.

For your convenience the permalink (URL) of this page is:

http://www.sarisarishots.com/2006/07/in_memory_of_ca.html

I  hope these words and images will bring some comfort and help us understand the reasons why.

- Armand B. Frasco
Learn more about this blog.

Comments

[ruben sison]

She passed away 1240pm July 19, 2006 @ Sunrise Childrens Hospital in Las Vegas

[Ate Jaz]

Being with Carina while she took her last breath was the most unbelievable experience of my life. Carina lived life to the fullest and I think experienced one of the most beautiful and peaceful end to her life here on earth. It made me not be afraid of death anymore. Thanks Carina for being a part of my life. As the song goes, "i'll I'll never forget, How you brought the sun to shine in my life, And took all the worries and fears that I had, I guess what I'm really trying to say, It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way, No words can express how much I love you.." My heart aches knowing you are not here physically, but good to know that you are watching over me. I miss you terribly. Love Ate Jaz

[ankol ruben]

Mooshi....she never liked that name but always respond to me when i call her that name. ive always teased her with that name, im her worst nightmare when everybody's around, but her closest ally when there's nobody around.

having to see you struggle breathe, heart racing like that of a sprinter @ 170mph for 3 days... i have my share of seeing people die, but being there to witness your last breath has made me understand that our pain in this world is nothing at all, nothing that we cannot endure. you brushed pain and suffering away like a squeegee would wipe H2O from a windshield. now you have given me my own squeegee.

god has caught up with you mooshi, you go play now in his kingdom with your sisters. thank you for everything, we now have an angel/lawyer in heaven, in my last moments ill be waiting for you, in the meantime watch over us. for now ill tease your fish "boolag" until such time that were all together again.

[Luzette Bobier]

even though i have been blessed with my own children and grandchildren...being part of carina-ina's life was also a blessing and an honor. she was basically my hero. when she was with us...our little angel went through so many things in her short life with so much courage,always had the greatest smile, sang songs, cheered her lellow knight and just gave everyone she met so much hope and love that none of us in my opinion can ever duplicate.

[Luzette Bobier]

i miss you carina-ina...my little butterfly..you have given the same courage that you had on your last few months and you're very last breath of life..as Ate Jaz said, i too am not scared of death...i miss calling her and hearing her voice and have her tell me what she's doing that day...but now, everytime i see a butterfly..i know she's there with me...wanting to play...
lovingly Auntie Lu

[fritz]

she is in heaven now or sure... and she is very proud of you.... i wish that this post will touch so many people...

she may serve as an angel...

:)

[Julie]

Carina,
I'm thinking of you right now as I do EVERY day. You touched my life like no other. Such a tiny girl with an incredible amount of love. I'm SO blessed to have known you. I miss you, and Ellie misses you.

Friends 4 Ever,
Love, Julie & Ellie

[Julie]

Tomorrow would be your birthday Carina. I will never forget. You touched my life like no other person has. I think of you every day and it fills me with tears and with happiness. You are an angel for so many. My life was blessed to have known you. I will always miss you. Ellie will always miss you too.
We love you.
Julie & Ellie
Happy Birthday Carina 12-7-06

[Ate Jaz]

I miss you Carina Ina.

[Sonny Lagunzad]

Your contribution to the Phil-am. culture is much needed. It stikes the human mind because you put your soul into your work.

[Lou M.]

i never met this young lady and from many peoples writings i believe that she has touched many hearts including mine. i currently serve with the canadian forces, im 23 and im headed for afghanistan on aug 28 2007. im a Leopard 2A6M tank gunner. i always thought of death and death is something that lingered in my head all the time and from reading the stories from people im just touched how this young lady turned the innerside of many people. God is good though sometimes were to blind to see the bigger picture why these kind of life situations happen to people.

Tpr. Mijares
LdSH(RC)C Squadron
TANK GUNNER

[Jules & Ellie]

Happy Birthday Carina. Ellie and I think of you and miss you every day. We know you see us.

We love you.
Jules & Ellie

[Noralie Lannon]

What can I say about this beautiful young lady that so many hearts have whispered and cried out for this dear angel? I can only say that I recall the day my dear friend, Luzette was informed of this news in 2005...The Lord is always our shepherd, and Carina was his one lost sheep that he personally wanted to find and shepherd...She fulfilled her purpose an journey and I can only say that our journey should continue to find that same relationship with our Lord. May Carina's spirit rest in peace and shine upon all our children to preserve, integrity, innocence and humility in a humble life.

[Noralie Lannon]

What can I say about this beautiful young lady that so many hearts have whispered and cried out for this dear angel? I can only say that I recall the day my dear friend, Luzette was informed of this news in 2005... Her tears fell, and our friendship has endured... and I was touched by the story of Carina's precious life.... Luzete and I have learned in our trials over the years with health, relationships and the bumpy roads of life that The Lord is always our shepherd, and Carina was his one lost sheep that he personally wanted to find and shepherd...She fulfilled her purpose an journey and I can only say that our journey should continue to find that same relationship with our Lord. May Carina's spirit rest in peace and shine upon all our children to preserve, integrity, innocence and humility in a humble Christ driven life.

[Mama]

Hi,baby! Your eternal birthday, as I call it, is coming up in a couple of weeks. How I miss you soooo much! I wonder how you look like now. Did you get to choose your look? Well, I'm really doing my best here without you and I hope you're proud of Mama. Oh, baby, I know I ask GOD for a lot of things that I most likely don't deserve. So please help Mama over here to ask GOD for the things that would only give HIM glory. OK? But, honey, can I just squeeze one little thing? well, it may be a big thing depending on FATHER's point of view. Can you pray to HIM with me about this nursing school thing? I'm really terrible in studying! Would you please ask HIM to give me the love to go to school. Let's start with that. I've asked HIM several times(I'm still gonna keep on asking HIM) but, nothing's changed in me yet. Sorry if I sound hasty. Anyways, there's on other thing. Please pray for me that I will learn to shut up when I need to, especially with your future step-papa, Okay? Thanks Honey! I feel so much better now. I love you always and thank you for reminding me of GOD'S unconditional love for me. Thank you for leading me to Jesus. Watch over us...Never separate. See you in time, sunshine. for now, I look forward to giving you more sisters and brothers....GOD WILLING. Mwah!!! You are always with me, Carina. I love you so much. Longing to hold you once again....Mama

[Mama]

Armand,

Thank you sooo much for keeping this site going. Please join my family in celebrating her 3rd Eternal Birthday, as i call it, on Saturday, July 18. lunch matinee. pls. email me.

GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES ALWAYS.

madonna